all smiles

So I started work this last week. HOLYCOW. Boooooooring. My work ethic seems to have disappeared since I took my leave and I feel lazy. Or maybe I'm just not used to sitting in the same chair, at the same desk, in the same building for 5 whole hours. ~sigh~

I thought leaving Wyatt would be hard, but thankfully I wasn't too overwhelmed. It could be that I'm only gone for 5 hours, or maybe it's the fact that I know that he's always in good hands. Either way, I haven't cried and my anxiety has been limited to a minimum. I have noticed, though, that as soon as I walk in the door when I get home, I make a beeline for Wyatt and hug and hug and hug him. That's when my anxiety is at it's all-time high...I just want to be with him and never let go. Weird, huh?

Well I guess not really--I mean, look at that face!! Who would want to leave him anyway??

(Yeah, mom, GEEZ! How could you leave this face?!)

On a different note, my little baby isn't so little anymore!! He'll be 4 months this week! We have a doctors appointment this week too, and I'm excited to see his stats... I feel so excited about his growth, but then I'm sad at the same time--it's such an odd mix of emotions. He's starting to develop a little personality, and it's SO MUCH fun to interact with him...he's started LAUGHING!! But then I go through his closet as see all his newborn clothes, and I look at his old pictures and know he'll never be this small ever again...

...but anyway...

I really can't wait for every new adventure...

...and I love being a mom to this momma's boy!